Well, this is awkward.
As many of you know, I’ve slowed down a bit in recent months, dealing with some health issues.
I won’t bore y’all with the day-by-day details, but when my Medicare kicked in on November 1, I made sure I got myself into the clinic to start getting myself sorted.
Short version — I am dangerously high diabetic, and was put on a fairly aggressive regimen of insulin shots (3x a day), I’ve seen a diabetes counselor, and my daily finger-stick numbers are coming down by strictly monitoring what I eat and doing what I’m told. The endocrinologist started off with “you’ve been SO sick for SO long…..” Eeek. I thought I was just slowing down a bit. Apparently fainting in the grocery store isn’t ‘normal’ for most people (my daughter in law was with me, since it was too cold to walk to market — good thing she was there). My doctor told me NOT to walk to market on my own any more, at least for a while.
The G.I. doc will be exploring my innards in early January. The urologist explored some of my other innards earlier this week, revealing other issues to deal with down there.
And just this afternoon, my PCP called with the results of this morning’s CT Scan and the aorta ultrasound. The CT scan was okay, they just want to check it in a year. The ultrasound, however, revealed a 5cm x 5cm aneurysm (roughly 2 inch by 2 inch). So along with getting my blood sugar under control, I will likely be having surgery in the next week or two, depending on what the vascular surgeon indicates.
None of that, of course, directly relates to amazing colors, lovely-knitting yarns, or weekly Blog Reader Special deals. Except that until the aneurysm is sorted, I’m not exerting myself very much beyond basic survival functions. The doctor didn’t indicate there was an immediate chance of it bursting, but he put in an URGENT referral for me to a vascular surgeon to get it taken care of, so it is a pretty big deal.
So, until I know what’s happening and when, and how it will affect my ability to work and continue making pretties for you (and make money to live on), I’m not doing that (i.e., not busting my ass to create weekly BRS collections). And since I don’t know what’s involved or how long I will be out of commission, I truly don’t know what sort of help I will be needing over the next month or two.
I am sincerely hoping this is a temporary hiatus, but I did want to let you know why I’ve not been putting out weekly yarn collections, now that I have actual doctors finding things and telling me what I need. I feel like I have let you guys down, and I apologize for that, but I hope to be back at it soon.
Oh dear! I am glad to hear you are getting things taken care of. Will be praying for you!
You haven’t let anyone down! Listen to your body and your doctors and look after yourself or I’ll go all mamma bear on you and book a plane ticket so I can come and kick your butt until you do 🙂
Oh my goodness. What a load of news. Carl had a triple A and had a stent put in. Fixed it right up. Be good to yourself. ❤
Take care of yourself first and foremost. We will be ready to buy you’re gorgeous yarns when you’re ready to make them again. All the love, good health, and speedy recovery to you. ♥️
Whole heartedly agree!
Ray, you are not letting anyone down. You are dealing with several significant health issues. Please just focus on getting healthy again. I will be praying for good outcomes and will look forward to seeing your beautiful yarn whenever you are able to dye again.
Thank goodness for medical care, one step at a time. My brother just came off a medication for dissolving an aneurysm and was diagnosed diabetic and copd at the same time the aneurysm was found, he was on the medication for that for over a year I believe, but he aneurysm is gone, while it slowly got rid of that it also wiped out his immune system even now almost a year off the medication when he gets sick it hits hard almost always a night or two in the hospital.But he’s here and keeping on, always busy and on the go. Its a hard fight but its one well worth fighting. My thoughts are with you, take care of you and if you really need to be creative have your daughter come help you, you can supervise.
Dear Ray
What a time you have had with your health! Speaking from personal experience, when you get those blood sugar numbers under control. you will feel so much better. You will not believe the difference that will make in your life. Please take some classes offered by your doctor on diabetes care. So much is being discovered every day. Good luck with the surgery. I am sending light and healing your way.
First off, you haven’t let us down. I’ve let you down because it’s been ages since I’ve bought one of your pretties.
You’re taking care of yourself now and that’s the important part. You’re not being dumb and not paying attention to what the doctors are saying. Take care of yourself and keep us in the loop. If knitterman yarns are going to be scarce for a bit or become even more limited edition in order for you to get healthier, then that’s what needs to happen. You’ve got a huge group of people who will help support you through this.
You are not letting anyone down; just sorry that you had to wait for Medicare to get the healthcare you need 🙁 Please focus on getting better; many of us consider you to be one of our very good (if virtual)friends, and those are hard to come by!
Ray, I am so glad to hear you are getting the medical care you need. I am a diabetic too and I know it is nothing to mess around with. I’m sorry you have to face such an important surgery so quickly, but I am grateful they found it in time to intervene. I’ll be sending lots of good energy your way and saying lots of prayers too.
Ray, I’m glad you’re getting the help you need. As for the aneurysm, I would plan on at least 2 months of restrictions for lifting not very heavy things. Maybe longer if they crack your chest open. You will need time to heal. Let us know how we can help you in the interim.
Oh good golly!!! I was given to understand that this sort of thing is fixed by going up through an artery via the groin these days, thanks to modern medical advances, a relatively routine procedure, out of the hospital same day or next day. I guess I’ll need to get that sorted out to see what is needed.
Ray, I hope you are starting to feel better. I’m curious what kind of diabetes education you got–I hear such horror stories of outdated info by doctors. My dad had to go to a diabetic clinic and they gave him a high carb diet that made him worse but kicked him out of the clinic when he went low carb! Check out Dr Fung’s books. They are awesome. I hope you get everything sorted soon and see health return quickly in 2020